December 5th, 2025

I've been trying to cut down on my phome time. I think that it is unhealthy, and I'm not sure that I have the self control to simply use my phone less. This sort of thing is designed by psychologists to be as addictive as possible. So, I put a physical boundary between an advanced smartphone and me. I got a kyocera 902kc, a flip phone from Japan. I like it, and I'm going to switch once the sim card arrives. I also got an mp3 player, and it allows me to be able to listen to my music without a streaming service, and I think that's nice. On another note, spotify wrapped creeps me out. All my friends that use it were talking about all these statistics that really shouldn't be tracked. It feels like the data collection is unethical, and it's even more unethical to brand that data as "fun".

Evening, November 20, 2025

Afternoon, November 20, 2025

Today is Transgender Day of Remembrerance. I feel solemn. I'm a transfeminine person myself, and I'm in touch with the violence and hatred that my community faces, now more than ever. I plan to hold a small, personal vigil, perhaps light a candle. Candles are important in my faith, the sabbath and many holidays and all. I'm not very much in touch with my Judiasm, but I wish to change that. I'm also going to (hopefully) attend the moment of silence at the VRC trans academy.

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November 14, 2025

Life continues. My friend was upset about a grade and so I calmed them down about it. I'm not sure why people care so much about those things. I think people in general take themselves too seriously. The world will go on, it will heal itself. I think that idea makes sense, and I agree with it, but I find it difficult to use in practice, for society pushes me to rush. If only I could slow down. Added a fun cursor effect.

November 12, 2025

The website is now pretty. Not even close to how I want it to be, but it is certainly a start. I used petrapixel's layout gen, highly recommend. Link in console.

I'm happy that I actually came back to work on this some more. I think that I give up on things too easily.

Still November 10th, 2025

I am so silly >:3

November 10th, 2025

I have made a commitment to this website. I wish to put forth labor, with my own two hands, and for the result to be something that I am proud of.